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Tuesday, July 5, 2005

2:27PM - IM ROMANTIC!!



You Are A Romantic


You are more romantic than 80% of the population.






You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.
Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.
Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.
Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!


Current mood: loved

Thursday, April 14, 2005

11:56AM - LOVE

WAYNE SAID HE LOVED ME!! <3333

Current mood: loved
Current music: John Legend-Stay with you

Sunday, April 3, 2005

5:36PM - Time of my life

So, Wayne and I are seeing each other.  This makes me very happy.  When you aren't looking for another half, they sometimes just end up finding you.  Meaning, neither of us were "fishing" as he puts it and one day Chris just came out with "Jamie, you know what I was thinking? you and Wayne would make a cute couple".  That's how it started.  And now we're together and really happy...  Yes, I am not going to lie there are thoughts in my head that I have that he's going to end up going back to his EX.  I hope not.  I have good feelings about this though. 

....justin's words.  "Later Days"...........

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

10:13AM - Happy

Well, I can say that I am happy.  I started hanging out with Wayne, he's a really good guy.  I laugh and smile.  So that's gotta be a good sign.  We went to the movie's on Sunday to see GUESS WHO, really good movie.  Then after that we came back to my house and watched some tv.  He got all nervous for some reason before he was leaving.  He was like I have to go--he had to work at 7 in the morning, didn't leave here until like 2 am.--  Anyway he was like I have to go, but not before I ask you think.  Then he was like NEVER MIND-then again like 3 min later, I was going to ask you, if you wanted to be my Girlfriend!  I HAVE NEVER BEEN ASKED LIKE THAT, I didn't know how to react to it.  I laughed (LOL) then I was like SURE!  haha I think YES would have been a bit nicer.  Well, the next day I guess he went into work and talked to Chris about me all day. :-) It's now been 3 days since and things are good.  He's a really good guy.  I think I will keep this one for a little while.  See what happens.  He just got of of a relationship like 2 or 3 months ago.  Still talks to her and everything, so there is always the possibility they'll get back together.  I don't know the situation so.....  I do know that there is some people that I have been involved with that don't like it.. OH WELL. 

In Justin's words........  Later Days....

Friday, March 18, 2005

12:04AM - :-(

Why can't anything just go my way for once? Everything is just going to shit! Relationships, friendships, work. Everything. What the heck is wrong with me!? AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

1:28AM - N O T T R A N S F E R R I N G

SO, I AM NOT TRANSFERRING!  My Dept. mgr called me today, asked if I was sure, that I still wanted to go or not.  I couldn't for the life of me just say YES.  Things changed.  A lot changed actually.  I asked her if I could call her back in like 5 minutes.  I talked to my Mom and a good friend of mine that knows the whole situation I was in.  I asked questions, yet I answered my own questions myself.  I was going to transfer for ALL the WRONG reasons.  Anyway, I don't feel like getting into that.  I decided I wanted to stay in the Pitts. store.  It's like a family to me, plus there is a guy there that I would like to date.  If I were in NA I wouldn't see him as much as I would like.  I think I made a good choice.  I am happy for once in a wicked long time! 

Current mood: loved
Current music: Jennifer Lopez-Hold you down

Saturday, January 29, 2005

10:20PM - Leaving Walmart

Well, I am leaving Walmart.  After being there for almost 3 years I am leaving.  I am reasons I cannot say right now.  I am going to Champs Sports.  That's all that's really gone on.  I'll update more once I am out of Walmart.  I give my 2 weeks on the 31st of this month :-D

Current mood: calm

Monday, January 24, 2005

12:44PM



You Are 22 Years Old



22





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


Current mood: amused

Friday, December 17, 2004

11:43PM - Christmas

I haven't been on here in a while.  I am online ALL the time but never seem to update.  There's been a lot of things going on.  I am single!  SHOCKED really.  Cuz it's the first time in like 9 years or something like that.  I have always had a bf.  I thought for a while the past guys I have been in a relationship with have backed off.  Well not really.  Shaun, yeah he's backed off totaly.  I mean I get a text sometimes here and there but nothing like what Billy sends me.  He wrote me a poem/song.  I am going to post it. 

Jamie's song

 

Its been a long time since I touch your body

Been a long time since I've seen your face

Memories fall out of mind

Memories I wish not to erase

 

Delusion brings me closer

To the place I want to be

Dreams of dreams uncertain

You'll never be with me

 

Chorus:

Your love for me has died

Though I feel it untrue

Tears I've never cried

A Red September turned blue

 

Future of questions past

Pasts of dreams forgot

Today of pain still living

Its you I think about

 

A pain that drives me closer

To an end everyday

A place Ill be forgotten

To bring my dying day

 

Chorus:

Your love for me has died

Through I feel it untrue

Tears I've never cried

A Red September turned blue

 

There is a place for me underground

A place I do not want to see

A place you'll leave me longing

For you to lie next to me

 

My love for you is eternal

My love for you is burning

My love for you is mortal

My love for you is mourning

 

 

There it is.  I think it is a really, really good poem and he's a great writer, but this is just too much.  I think he's a bit nutty! 

 

That's all I gotta say for right now.  OH, YEAH JUSTIN THINKS HE'S BRINGING ME TO GET A TATTOO..........  HA! HA! HA!

Current mood: cold

Saturday, November 27, 2004

11:53PM - crazy

Well, it's been a crazy few days.  I am now getting over a cold I guess you could say.  I'M not all stuffed up at least.  Billy won't leave me alone, and he can't take it when I say that there is no feelings left for him.  He told me that we were ment for each other I just don't know it!  BITCH PLEASE--get a life.  My life yet again is changing.  My mind is changing and there is nothing I can do to stop it.  WalMart is nuts.  It's almost Christmas, and everyone in the store is stressed out and working WAY too many hours.   I need to go out and hang out with some friends or something because I am only ever around my mother and it's too much sometimes.  FOR right now that is all I have gotta say.

 

PEACE, LOVE, HAPPINESS!  --I sound like Chad now!

Current mood: annoyed

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

11:03PM - Life Sucks

I haven't updated in a while.. A lot has happened but I think everyone that matters to me is all up to date. Billy and I are over.. Thank god. I don't even know what I was thinking, it didn't work out the first time why would it have worked out the second time? But he still is trying to talk to me and wants to hang out. Clint and I are done for good. Which is a good thing because that wasn't going to work either. We are still friends but not like he said we were going to be. If I talk to him he trys pouring his heart out to me and telling me that it's all my fault and that I ruined his life! They just don't understand that I am happy with what I am doing now. I am with someone that loves me unconditionally, I am very happy. For the most part we're taking things slowly, slower than I did with Billy anyway. The only time I see him is at work. Which I guess is cool... Although I wish I got to hang out and see him more. I think that is why I think life sucks right now. This is the first time in forever that I have actually been "alone" if anything I should like the space I am getting. Not having to worry about anyone but myself. I thought I was going to like it but I don't I find myself now wanting to hang out and see Shaun more and more. This is very different than any other relationship that I have had (Clint, and Billy) I don't know I guess you could say I'M in love, really in love. Nothing like before. I hope everything works out and I don't end up hurting anybody...

Current mood: blah

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

11:29PM - blah

I guess it is safe for me to say that I am confused.  I am sure people know what is going on.. If not then that's the way it should stay.  I am just waiting to see how long it takes for rumors to get around.  Billy and I are doing good.  He's becoming annoying but what guy isn't.  I don't see him a lot so I am not going to harp on it.  I like spending time with him but the 2 days I was in Saratonga wasn't spending much time with him.  I was pretty much at his house ALL day Monday, then today (Tuesday) was boring.  We went to the mall I bought new pants, shirt and sweat shirt,  went out to lunch then I went home.  I know what is happening and I am trying to make it stop but what can I do?  There isn't anything, I need to learn how to handle my emotions better.  

AH!  Scream!! 

Current mood: blah
Current music: Usher "My Boo"

7:34PM

Your Icecream Flavour is...
Choc-Chip Cookie Dough!
You are fancy shmancy! You have all the bells and whistles and you attract the most gluttonous of ice-cream shop patrons. You are fattening and intensely rich. That being said, you are very tasty and have a huge fanbase! good for you!
What is your Icecream Flavour?

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HMM.. Wonder if this is true? LOL

Saturday, October 16, 2004

10:00PM - A good night at work!

WOW, I haven't had a good night at work in like... Ummm a reallllyy long time. It's cool cuz I was smiling and laughing..(I don't need to elaborate) Which I haven't done in a while.  I enjoy going to work now.  For the time being anyways. Justin is going to days.  :'-( SOB!!  No more Justin.  Maybe he'll change his mind and come back to 2nd shift--Where he knows he's already loved :-) Well I know that isn't going to happen and I know I am not going to talk to you again any time soon & I know you look at these updates alot, so good luck my friend, I hope you like it.-EW asst manager Jack called me BABE! EWWYYY!

I am thinking about rebelling some more, I want a tattoo but what I want has changed well, now I want 2 things... And I think it would hurt but I don't mind pain but this pain I am wondering if I would mind??  I want a fairy and my sister's initials .... but which ONE do I REALLY want?

I'M biting my nails...

Ok time for bed. 

[]O[e][A][c][E]

 

Current mood: nostalgic

Monday, October 11, 2004

11:08AM - gr

I just wrote a whole bunch of shit and it's gone!  I don't know where it went.  It was about work, Shaun, Ast mgr Steve.  Quick breif; Work sucks, one of the many gave Shaun a hug, ast mgr Steve is scary!!

Current mood: calm

Wednesday, October 6, 2004

1:15AM - long time

Well, it's been a really long time since I have updated. I am surprised Justin hasn't said anything to me.. Seeing he's a trader, nah I am really happy he took the Dept Manager job. One step closer for the manager program! (utoh watch out Tim 2 on the way.) The last few weeks have been ok at work. Shawn is talking to me again. He was mad at me before because I told him that I wouldnt go out with him......... Well I am in a relationship, can't date 2 guys. Plus I am really happy with Billy and I think of Shawn as a really good friend. He pretty much told me that he's inlove with me. I was like wow, the power I have over boys. LOL KIDDING!! I went to Saratoga Springs NY for 2 days, it was cool didn't really do much but hang out at Bill's house like all day. Not too much fun. But cool cuz it's relaxing and it's out of Dalton and Walmart world. that's all that pretty much has happend... Oh I am kinda looking into transfering out of the Pitts walmart into the Wilton or is it Milton Walmart..... think think think thinkin about it.

Current mood: brr!

Saturday, July 10, 2004

10:56PM - Long time no type

I havent written in a long ass time! Alot has changed.

I am no longer with Clint! YEAH!!! Happy about that one ohhhh yes. I am not seeing Billy :-) smile on my face for once.
that's pretty much that is new.......................




Today at walmart was crazy! We had a bomb threat! people were crazy ALL day. We weren't even that busy really........ Billy is standing over my head and reading what I am writing seeing that I am at his house but I guess I pretty much live here now. YEAH they're kickin Tim out and I am going to get the other room LOL.

When I am not so tired I will update again!

PEACE

Wednesday, June 2, 2004

12:00PM - What my name says about me..

JJoyous
AAccurate
MMischievous
IIdeal
EEdgy

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I don't think any of these really fit with me??
It's been a really long week already! I have been SOOOO tired and I just want to sleep and I know that I cannot because I have to work! FK WALMART!!!

Tuesday, June 1, 2004

2:07PM - ey....

Life seems so long sometimes. I wish I could go into a hole and never come out... Clint and I are STILL not getting along.. He asks WAY to many questions and I don't even wanna look at him anymore. Ah there is more going on but to much to write and I guess I kinda just dont wanna say it?? Oh well Justin got his other tattoo done looks really good. :-) Meg is back but I haven't gotten to talk to her or just hang out with her YET.

I'll update more when I feel I really wanna write.

Saturday, May 29, 2004

11:11AM - ?

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